Such a hard road!

So since my last blog things haven't been going as well as I had hoped. I fell off the diet. Hard! On Friday we had sushi, not so bad, but then Saturday came along and oh boy my hubby got a craving, and what happens when he gets a craving? I eat too, ladies and gentlemen I am a foodaholic and I ate a personal Jerseys pizza to myself. I mean it was a personal so I didn't help my hubby devour an entire large pizza. But the worst thing was when I had finished half of it I was full. But did I stop noooooo I kept eating until it gone. Oh man the guilt that came along with it was horrible. But did that get me back on track? Of course not, I continued up until last night eating. We don't have the finances to go shopping right now so I ate all the old stuff we didn't get rid of. Frozen breaded shrimp, cereal, cream of wheat, 2 chocolate donuts at my parent, and then I had my one true weakness coffee! I sure did suffer from the after affect with a ridiculous amount of heartburn. I woke up this morning though hitting myself in the head from falling off so bad. I still worked out but not as hard as I should. Making excuses of why I don't want to do so much. But I am turning this guilt into motivation. I was once told if you do something the same for 30 days it becomes easy, like a routine. So I am getting back on track! Here we go again. Let's try not to let our addictions get us down anymore.