Monday, August 8, 2011
It's time to do this! No really! I'm going to this! REALLY (well hopefully)
OK, I know, I have been here before, telling myself this is it, this is the time I am going to shed all this weight. This weight that exausts me, depresses me, makes me feel disgusting, and this may be TMI for some but honestly makes me feel like never having sex with my wonderfully sexy husband (who in turn hasn't gained a pound since high school). But I want it all back. I'm taking it back this is my body!!! I want to be around for my child (and future children), I no longer want to feel to tired to get up and take my son to a park. I currently weigh 190. This heaviest I have ever been. I am only 5'0'' so take into account that according to the doctor I am "obese". Yuck what a horrible word. In order to be a normal weight I need to lose 70 lbs. I started my diet August 1st, lost 5 lbs and over the weekend gained it all back. It's easy to become motviated in the beginning but when the 2nd week comes along and those cravings come along I have a hard time saying no. My diet currently consists of eating fruits and vegetables through the day, eating only healthy food when I get hungry, then for dinner making a balanced meal. So let's do this! Let's lose this freaking stupid ugly horrible depressing weight.
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You go womann!!!! I think its an absolutely wonderful, courages, brave, inspiring, and amazing thing you're doing Sarah!!! I'm so proud and so inspired hearing your motivation. No one has room to judge or critisize you. The fact that you are putting putting in effort and dedication is the first and most critical step to weight loss. Forget what doctors say or what others say...it all starts with u girlie. And don't worry too much about the little set backs here and there. The RIGHT and healthy weight loss is a long and challenging road. I say that not to discourage u but to share with u that at the end of the day, being on that road regardless of how hard and challenging it is well worth the effort, the sweat, the frsutration, the pain...and all that is bad. You are taking the bad and turning it into a positive and good. That's always worth it! If u ever need a partner or motivating word or two...I'm here for u. I know I could use your motivation and positivity as well :) good luck my dear on this wonderful journey. Enjoy it even if its hard to sometimes. Have fun with it. And remember...it starts with u. No one else. U learn a lot about urself in the process. Its for u, to u, and is you. :)))
ReplyDeleteI feel you, everytime I see the doctor they tell me I am morbidly obese! I think those two words are the most hurtful things that can come out of a doctors mouth! I am in it with you!
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